I am a Mother

I bought a GD book - How to Teach Your Baby to Read -- some months back. So far I never had the chance to even flip to the Acknowledgement page..well accept at the MPH some time ago. It is still there, on the side table in my room, gathering more dust each day. Since I plan to run a business from home, I should start train myself to produce a humongous will power and effort to stay awake after putting my babies to sleep. Hubby said if we were to own a business, we might be busier than we are now. I should prepare myself for that since I don't have that many months (positive thinking).

With Fatin before, at least I didn't fall sleep easily after putting her to bed. With Syabil now, I couldn't even stay awake half way through feeding him. Always thought of staying awake but usually end up awaken by his next feeding cry somewhere in the middle of the night. Hmm...I guess as I get older, I get tired easier. Maybe not enough physical exercise contributes too. It is too much for me when I have a 7-month-old baby on one lap and an almost-four-year-old on another. I will be juggling with the baby who will be busy trying to snatch my glasses and his sister who is asking me to read up a story book while trying to catch the latest episode of Lost reruns.

Well, can't blame the kids. After all, they are all the reasons why I want to work from home.