Morning Blue
I was writing this blog while chatting with a friend. Suddenly I feel like sharing my feelings when hubby told me his ex-girlfriend called up to update him on her life. Yeah true that she's married. And yeah true that hubby's been very loving and true to me. But still, as a woman "the feeling" is still there. Accepting and handling this type of emotion shall require skills and determination.
Alhamdulillah, I accept him and his pre-myself life as it is. And people whom he might have met prior meeting me. And yes I can't dictate who he can or cannot be friends with. But just to be fair, I shall constantly remind myself that I won't take it as a competition because obviously I had won. And I think hubby is just being honest. Thanks, sayang.
p/s: The Too Phat song about being "just a friend" keep ringing in my head the whole time I was typing. Hmm...
Alhamdulillah, I accept him and his pre-myself life as it is. And people whom he might have met prior meeting me. And yes I can't dictate who he can or cannot be friends with. But just to be fair, I shall constantly remind myself that I won't take it as a competition because obviously I had won. And I think hubby is just being honest. Thanks, sayang.
p/s: The Too Phat song about being "just a friend" keep ringing in my head the whole time I was typing. Hmm...
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